Oh My Goodness!!!! I did not realize it was that bad. I am so embarrassed about it. I just want to cry and cry and cry. Gary is such a gem, he told me he thinks I am beautiful and will think that and love me even if I didn't lose any weight. He also said he will support me completely.
I decided to restart my weight watchers, that seems to be what works best for me. I have been on it before (I do the online thing) and I was able to lose 40 pounds. I hit a month long plateau and got frustrated and stopped. I could kick myself now. If I would have just pushed through it and continued on I know I would not be at 250 pounds.
I will weigh in every Monday morning and I hope to lose an average of 2-3 pounds per week. Please keep me in your prayers and call me on Mondays to make sure I weighed in to help keep me accountable.
